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𝓿𝓲𝓴𝓽𝓸𝓻 ([personal profile] hexsteel) wrote in [community profile] piscesnebula2024-12-17 05:06 pm

your eyes are broken bottles [viktor + jayce]

for [personal profile] hexcurse


and i'm afraid to ask


[ continued from here ]
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[personal profile] hexcurse 2025-01-01 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ He gives another soft huff and doesn't push the breakfast argument, relaxing again when Viktor agrees to let him help. He'll even shovel some of the eggs into his mouth - and god, after what he'd been living off of - these might be the best eggs he's tasted in his damn life.

Everything about this is both familiar and completely strange. The banter feels normal, comfortable - but the setting is all wrong. In all their time together he rarely spent time in Viktor's flat, they both practically lived in the lab - Viktor even more than him. And this place is obviously... not what Jayce is used to. Even so, the cramped space is still Viktor, ceiling to floor. His own half state of undress hasn't bothered him this entire time, but out of nowhere something about this hits a self-conscious nerve - this feels like an indulgence to him.

The question is met with a sheepish look as he swallows another bite of his eggs, which have rapidly vanished from his plate. ]


Not exactly my wheelhouse, but I'm a quick study. [ he admits this with a sigh and a rueful expression. ] I didn't come down here too often.

[ Pretty much the last time was right before they met - until more recently. By then, things had gotten much worse than he remembered. ]
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excuse me while I bs my way thru runeterra medicine and engineering

[personal profile] hexcurse 2025-01-04 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's a smile again, and for a moment a glimmer of another person in Jayce's expression - someone a little less worn down and hardened, someone charming and full of heat and pride who had put nearly a decade between himself and the worst day of his life. It's strange now, how small that moment in front of the council when his life nearly ended even feels now. How that feels like an entirely different person.

And then Viktor's leaving, which for a split second has him worried that he'd said something wrong - until the rational side of his brain kicks in and he realizes he's just going to retrieve something from his bedroom-workspace. Jayce wolfs the last of the eggs and the toast before he returns with his journal, shifting the plate to the side so he can look over the notes, the furrow at his brow steadily burrowing deeper. ]


Okay. This is - [ He's scanning the notes a second time, almost touching the pages before thinking better of it, not wanting to smudge it. He leans in, waving a hand near his forehead. ] I mean - even internal prosthetics feels like you're stretching the definition here, V...

[ In another tone, from someone else, the words would sound dismissive. Jayce mostly sounds slight taken aback, but mostly curious and impressed, already engrossed with building the schematics in his head piece by piece, sorting through the necessary materials - anything medical grade is going to cost, well - an arm and a leg.

He doesn't appear to notice how closely he's invaded Viktor's body space, their shoulders bumping gently. ]
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[personal profile] hexcurse 2025-01-09 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jayce is - fortunately or unfortunately, oblivious to Viktor's discomfort. His mouth twists to one side as he recognizes the blueprints Viktor turns to - and now he looks over at him, studying his familiar features in profile. ]

I said I was a quick study - but neither of us are surgeons...

[ As quickly as he was excited before, there's concern again now. ]

Is there a doctor down here you're working with?

[ How far along was Viktor in this plan anyway, before he stumbled into it? ]
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[personal profile] hexcurse 2025-01-12 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ The longer they talk - especially about work, it seems - the more expressive Jayce seems to become. The reaction across his features shifts quickly from a slightly dubious really?, to an open mouthed oh, to a huh with the ghost of a smile, and then finally a pensive pinch of his brow. ]

That wasn't his plan, no... did you... ? [ He glances up at Viktor, his question trailing off, then gives him an apologetic look. ]

- sorry. I know you still have a lot of your own questions.

[ That he hasn't exactly been forthcoming with answering. This is an invitation, anyway, to ask while he continues to look over these notes - or not. He leaves it to Viktor to decide next, pulling the blanket up around his shoulders again - more about keeping warm than modesty. ]
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[personal profile] hexcurse 2025-01-19 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's jarring for Jayce, every so often, to hear him say he instead of I, but that's his own problem - his inability to separate this version from his own (or maybe his desire for this version back). In any case - Viktor's right, he knows. He's been avoiding the details for this very reason - of course any version of Viktor would want to puzzle out what went wrong, any version of the two of them would do this.

And Jayce can't say he wouldn't be tempted the same, eventually, if they went down that path - even with everything he's seen (and promised).

He stares at Viktor's notes, shaking his head again. ]


Whatever you're imagining - it was worse. We didn't -

[We didn't know. His face has gone a shade paler as he relives that trek to the hexgate. ]

It... it infected everything. There was no more Piltover, no more Zaun, no more people... only - husks.
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[personal profile] hexcurse 2025-01-27 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ It kills him to be the cause of Viktor's expression turning like that. For him to put this weight on his shoulders. It's necessary, he tells himself, even as it twists him up - and he has to resist the kneejerk urge to offer some kind of physical comfort, at least -

The slap of the journal slamming closed startles him - he shifts like he means to stop Viktor from pulling it away, managing to stop at the last second, as though it only made him flinch. He watches Viktor's gaze land on his wrist, and resists too the instinct to turn it over, hide the scarring around the shard as though Viktor hadn't already inspected it the night before.

His eyes flick from Viktor's averted gaze, to the journal again - and he carefully places his hand over the worn cover. ]


Two worlds, and this. [ That's not negotiable.

(it is the root cause of everything, really)

He tries to draw Viktor's eyes to meet his own, reaching with his other hand to touch his shoulder, tentatively. ]


Thank you, for believing me.

[ For trusting him. ]
Edited 2025-01-27 05:54 (UTC)
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[personal profile] hexcurse 2025-01-29 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ Viktor accepts his light touch, and that warmth returns to his expression again - the one that seems to momentarily lift some of the weight from his features, a fondness and deep familiarity that maybe he acknowledges shouldn't be earned, but radiates from Jayce undeniably.

(it is dangerously close to - and might just be - love)

The mention of getting him clothing seems to snap him back to attention, and awareness that he's been letting the blanket slip from his shoulders again. He releases Viktor's shoulder to cover himself up again, nodding and running a hand through his hair, eyeing all the items on the counter. ]


Yeah - I can try not to start any fires. Or, you know, clean up.

[ Clean up the sparse amount of dishes they used. The truth is - with food in his stomach and his poor sleep, he almost feels like he could pass out again. But he'll find something to occupy his time when Viktor goes, probably go through his notebook more thoroughly. ]